FLOWER OF ICE

(On learning Manuel Ocaranza died)

 

Look at it!  It’s black!  It’s bleak! It’s hunger

is piqued.  Those are her sickle teeth; her mouth;

the dried winds of breath; her tread swallows

orchard and rain forest;  as women

men.  Come out those in hiding, my dear friends,

son of my heart, my dear family!

A mere glimpse of her burns; blind as hunger blinds

soul and eyes terrible is death’s hunger!

 

Not the generous and  forgiving friend

lowering walls for the prisoner soul

to open toward the pleasing blue clearing

not the sweet nor the placid redemptive

sadness of those saddened taking body

like an empty orchard, bringing the soul,

in its grief, up to the highest garden

where the pale moonlight forever shines,

only white roses will grow of the shoots

not my longed-for wife nor my eternal

absent mother whose wide arms hang their hug

over the whole solemn environment,

and open to her children, a severe

form of living.  And to rest and repair

imbalances, the clash and new battle,

reclines its igneous heads on the pure

and the joyful breast of the aurora.

 

No; as the left hand of the creator

enveloped in cloud and in sonorous

position over the skies and the peaks;

even where the borders divide between

colossal elaborate mountains

whose maker possesses tundra-shaping

hands formed by the rays and the deafening

pounding as soft clay injures stone;

stretching the boundary of a huge cup

from which eternal peace finally drinks,

the Evil like an insect, its dark rings

move and its antenna probes arteries

belonging to drinkers of sediment!

 

Death is a servant: servant of the hushed

Creator of life: People are Secret

Saviors! And more so is the igneous

owner of servants who gives them orders

implacably until they surrender

even their future breath to the happy

shadow of a myrtle tree made of gold,

good and evil go to combat in the breast;

and only eternal roses encircle

he in whose very eyes the grim

of the convulsive final battle rests.

The pious whose dried forehead in that breast

of strength, finds no Death, no pain, a big kiss.

And in the gentle Death of Death itself.

Evil and good conspire!  Oh rude self,

toward rebellion and admiration

I am moved by the mystery of pain,

what punishment is the guilt of living,

of painful tenacity, our martyr!

Is it by chance your breast that the beauty

and pleasure of overcoming the beast

I enjoy as alive as martyrdom

is a small price for its final delight?

Hour so tremendous and criminal

for one in which your so generous breast

hunger burned, and placed in illustrious

hand of a friend, that dried one of yours!

No, no that such victims your business

populates its shadow!  Tired ruins

lax ancestors and lazy warriors

it’s your duty to populate shadows,

and in your breast remake an old person

of wasted life to give weak soldiers armor.

Greater are the workshops of creators.

Oh Death! I’ve been reserved for your hungers!

I’ve been stolen; robbed and the only home,

its entire population is pulled

on horses as its solitary friend’s

enormously pained gestures shakes away,

the quieted shadow through the clamor!

Tell me, ignoble thief, speak the darkness

of the mountain where your guilt is sheltered;

and where in the wake of the scorched forest

race horsemen from your hollow cranium!

In the earth’s depths you hide your generous

victim!  Speak to the opening door whose

doorknobs I clang with all the vengeance

of my sword’s blade!  And, more, ay! Where to go?

Which of your soldiers will come following?

A faraway garden and at sunset

and onward toward the four winds!

I have no other choice there is no one

but infamous deserters who on foot

with corrupt weapons refill their coffers!

 

Not made of marble and not made of gold

not of hardened stone  nor of hard iron

divinely magnificent humans

are made of something more common than that:

people today are mere cages of flesh

from the cruel airways toward mantles of gold

and purple refuge, and the internal

cage, black insect eyes and wide feverish

mouth, twists, eats and laughs!  Death!  my crime is good:

immortal earth your noble prisoner.