I want to give myself up completely
to those spaces where one can live in peace
under cloth of light, drunken joy swelling
beneath white clouds traveling overhead
and where both Dante and the stars reside.
I know, I know why I’ve seen this vision
in certain of those purest of hours
like a calyx a flower breaks to bloom,
no, no, there can be no other option
but the same for the breaking of the soul.
Listen, I’ll tell you how swiftly as dawn
arrives unannounced and the spring’s first light
covers the friendly lilacs in flower..
Melancholy me…I wanted to say
while waiting for a verse of grandiose
visions they flew toward me in a line
like happy eagles I watched each one land
just as the voice of the people has sent
me golden birds that remain at my side
See them fly! See them fly! See how they spin
from the blood of my wounds. If you ask me
for a symbol of the world: just look here:
a ruptured wing. Gold is malleable.
The soul not at all! Look how I suffer
I have lived in my soul like a young deer
corralled in a cave. Not good. What a wrong!
I will take my revenge with my weeping!